A Trying Time with these two...

Never have I been so tried of my patience until now. My babies are in this stage where they are getting into everything within their reach, tearing every piece of paper, taking every piece of trash out of the garbage, pulling things down from the table, spilling drinks, putting fingers in electrical sockets, hitting each other, screaming back at me, hitting ME, not listening when I call them away from the edge of the curb... Need I go on? I know this is inevitable with all children. I am just so stressed out right now dealing with both of them on top of not having a home to live in yet, not having any homecooked meals, things going wrong here and there.

A big challenge is taking the bus with two babies on my own. Not to mention them screaming, misbehaving, then trying to feed them lunch in the foodcourt on my own. Tonight we had dinner at a friend's house and they were throwing crayons all over, getting into my friend's candles, into the kitchen, drawers, DVD's, and we couldn't even eat dinner without them screaming to get out of our laps. I had more of a stressful time than enjoyable one. After we got home, they immediately started getting into more bags of things while I just rested on the bed.. exhausted and tired of dealing with this every day!

IT IS HARD BEING A MOTHER! I just want to cry sometimes.

I know.. you're thinking "how can you get mad at these cute little babies???" Give me one hour to show you and you will understand.